Okay, let's do an update and summary about my current life haha...
The 3rd semester started, and this is the 4th week(if i'm not mistaken) of the sem...
All the goods in holiday will have to come to a stop,
no more hanging out everynite,
no more movies every week,
no more chit-chat till late night,
no more staying up whole night,
and the list goes on...
life is getting more and more busy with all the works and projects piling up like mountain...
Stress is building up when faced with subjects that i don't have a damn idea what it's actually about and can't even relate it to my course.... and working with people who still need more knowledge on certain something can be seriously stressful.
Everybody is just too busy with their own works, as for me and her, we just don't have much time for each other like we used to have during the holiday... And she had not been giving me much of her attention lately, too busy with her works i guess, situation can be a little awkward sometimes. But honestly, i just miss those time i spent with her, those time are gold... hope the two us can have more time together, i want to make every moment with her worth... i have given a lot to bring us closer together. i hope that life just won't take her away again, i don't want her to drift away again, not this time. I still have a goal to achieve, a dream to catch, a future i hope to live.
Desperate for her attention but i just couldn't bring myself to ask more of her time. She has her own life to go through, she can't possibly do everything in my favor, and i want her to have her own space, to focus in what she's doing... if i cannot help her, that's the least i can do for her...tension is building up though huhuhu... but well, i'd rather wait patiently and eat up the pain than doing anything disrespect to her. For now, I'll just be praying to God in hope He'll do what's best for us :)
Need more motivation to focus in my study, need to pull up my pointer, for a better future maybe?
