I Will Be Right Here Waiting For You - Richard Marx

A very old song with simple lyrics but deep emotions :)

Ocean apart day after day

And I slowly go insane

I hear your voice in the line

But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never

How can we say forever

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times

That I thought would last somehow

I hear the laughter, I taste the tears

But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby

You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive

This romance

But in the end if I'm with you

I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby

You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go

Whatever you do

I will be right here waiting for you

Whatever it takes

Or how my heart breaks

I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how you're supposed to give up...

I wonder how you're supposed to give up...
Do I just decide and act accordingly?...
And move further and further from what my heart really wants?
Then will I forget everything?...
Everything, including the pain in my heart?
Without a trace...as if nothing was there to begin with...

~Yamada Ayumi (Honey and Clover)~

Breaking Dream

Driving under the rainy dawn,

To a distance I cannot see.

Without a reason or destination,

I stepped hard on the pedal,

In places I'm unfamiliar with.

Rewinding the songs that described me,

The past images came into mind.

How did it all begin?

I couldn't seem to remember,

The nearing end is all I see.

Laughing at my own foolishness,

Tears flowed out from the heavy eye lids.

My heart pain with every beat,

Over the sound of a breaking dream.

Lost in my confusion,

The void sucked me in.

Smoke blurring my view in front,

Of cigarettes that burn away slow,

Like the time that I had paid.

Just how long has it been?

The moment from when I started to love.

Hope was my best escape,

Told myself a lie that

Things will change due time.

Running towards the light I created,

I wished that my choice was right.

Laughing at my own foolishness,

Tears flowed out from the heavy eye lids.

My heart pain with every beat,

Over the sound of a breaking dream.

Lost in my confusion,

The void sucked me in.

Voices of friends that tried

To pull me out of my mess,

Resounding along with the swinging wipers.

What if I had just listened?

Things would have been different rite?

Laughing at my own foolishness,

Tears flowed out from the heavy eye lids.

My heart pain with every beat,

Over the sound of a breaking dream.

Lost in my confusion,

The void sucked me in.
 

My heart pain with every beat,

Over the sound of a breaking dream.

Lost in my confusion,

The void sucked me in.

Split - Suneohair

It would have been easier
If these dull emotions could just
Disappear sooner without a word

When I gazed at you

I saw myself trembling in your eyes

My lips parted as though I had a blank expression

We went on our separate paths

At that crossroad

It pains me so much that

We may never meet again

Despite adding emotions which are lacking

Things that were warmed just a while ago have grown cold

I couldn’t believe something like that

Just how long am I going to hold on to the same words

How long am I going to hold on…

When I continue to gaze at you

The seasons changed in your eyes

My new light which I’ve not known before

We will walk our separate paths

Now, at that crossroad

I can never look back again

My feelings are too overwhelming

You embrace me in the night that is about to disappear

Entangling me with your body which has grown cold

I feel that something is lacking

Just how long have I been holding on to

Lies and sighs to the point of falling apart

Despite adding emotions which are lacking

Things that were warmed just a while ago have grown cold

I couldn’t believe something like this

Just how long am I going to hold on to the same words

How long am I going to hold on...

心情

不方便用英文来写，所以我将以下的一切都以华文记载下来。

望着遥远的日落慢慢的沉下地平线，在外面与她度过的时间也接近了终点。

看着那我已爱慕已久的容颜，我终于忍不下我的心情了。

提起了一切勇气，我狡猾的骗了她。

就当她放下防卫与不察觉的迅间，我抓起了她的手。

吓坏的她敏捷的拉回了手。

一边离开的时候，她小声的告诉了我关于她不喜欢我在大众表示我对她的感情。

进入了车后，我再次的提起勇气，问了她“哪怕在这里面应该可以吧？”

没想到她竟然真的向我伸出了她得右手。

看着面前的机会，我毫不犹豫的握了她的手。

但因着付钱占，交通灯以及不方便换驾驶，我没办法也只好毫不愿意的放开了手。

选择了一条没交通灯的高速公路，我又再次的握了她的手。

把速度减慢，一路小心地与那幼小的手十指紧扣，怕抓的太紧的话她会痛。

这些年来的梦想，终于成真了。

心里真的，真的非常开心。

但那条我希望没有终点的路也终于来到我必须停的一点。

看着那红红的灯，我也而再次地放开了手。

把她落在家门，当她下车的时候，对她说了一声“爱妳”

看着她慢慢的走进家里，我也慢慢的驾驶离开。

一路离开的时候，眼泪忍不住地掉了出来。

心碎了，真的很希望于她牵着手的那段时光是永远。

应该开心的我至到现在都还感觉的非常伤心。。。

脑中一至想着一些我忘了没说的话。。。

想着如果我选择了一条更长的路线。。。

想着如果我能牵着她的手更久一点。。。

非常的遗憾。。。

真的很希望她能够知道我心里的一切

End

Looking back to those empty fights,

Was there a mind for a reason right?

Lost into the haste of intolerance,

Words seeped out not the mind conscience.

A simple over set down the ending,

Now hearts left to let go everything.

Choices were there for a choose,

Chosen the one with not a lose.

Wishes over the word unsaid,

Regrets flows over the tears cried.

A step too late to back,

Cause for the all the cracks.

Giving change seems too hard,

Sadness echoes in the bleeding heart.

Fades slowly back into white,

Silence fell over the night.